I first heard this song when I was visiting my friend, Tamar, at the squat where she used to live. We were planning their eviction party and smoking cigarettes. The party coincided with me leaving Leeds, and was also the first time I played live as my solo music project. I walked home through the woods around five o'clock that morning after it had got light again and bought something at the shop that had had time to sell me something else the previous evening, close and then re-open.